Still Muddling Through

 I'm not sure if I was dead or alive in the dream but papa Oon has gone. He can still "see" us and hear us but has little way to interact like he used to. Mom keeps a small pot of soup burning. we can "burn" him phones but he can't use it because of hyperinflation in the underworld. We can communicate with them through fires (Jinns). We can also communicate through technology but it's extremely expensive for them to open our files.. so please stop sending daily pictures! This motivates me to do a PhD in Economics and focus on the underworld currency problem (bitcoin?).

 3 When a young woman still living in her father's house makes a vow to give something to the Lord or promises to abstain from something, 4 she must do everything that she vowed or promised unless her father raises an objection when he hears about it. 5 But if her father forbids her to fulfill the vow when he hears about it, she is not required to keep it. The Lord will forgive her, because her father refused to let her keep it.

Historically, long hiatus on my site means I'm down and dprsd BUT NOT IN JAN. It's been so FULL - of Fun, Unity, Love, Logic. Quick apologies that I haven't been able to figure out how to rotate my photos so we'll just have to bear with me until I do :P Dad helping out around the house- changing the 20 year old door handles on our 20 yo cabinets with a pretty cool auto screw driver. Dads r d best Visited an old friend with friends and made a new friend wanted to go in but wasn't dressed appropriately  wanted to go in and went in (Catholic Spiritual Centre adoration room) had a hard time locating a friend who just went for surgery (My prayers are with him and his family) wanted to go in but was 30 min late  Skype calls with J and M first attempt at driving in Singapore in 4 years? (Last drive was the Z4) Attended a beautiful McLaren event  Dyed Papa Oon...

 Things I do not regret about 2023: Not being hospitalised (CORRECTION- WENT TO SKH IN FEB) #Funtirement Maldives in August (Outrigger) Working in GLO (Prudential) teaching and meeting Nicole Moving into Kingsford in November Melbourne trip in December Things I massively regret about 2023: Failed suicide attempt in Oct not filing my taxes (NOA 2024 is 0 lol) not buying a property with my gaogao NOA 23/22 from corporate not bothering to upskill myself NGL I hate coding but that's something so important for the future. I passed the 42 piscine test and never gotten down to attending the course uwu. perhaps something I can hope to do in 2025? Better l8 than never ;P

 I've been so distracted and trying to do so many things that I fail to accomplish any..

Met a fellow Oon today  有眼不识泰山 Felt so tired so I took a nap It's your breath in our lungs so we pour out our praise to you <3

 Angel or Devil Fire or Water Abort or Accept Install or Delay Job 13

 Zion was my first choice (once bitten, never shy) Furby-Shadow-Minnie unfortunately, Shadow and Minnie were taken Praying for a suitable companion tmrw DGBGB AGED DGBGB AD' 25757 6532 25757 62' BD'BGB AGED DGBGB AG 72'757 6532 25757 65

It was a good and productive day

Weight: 68.4kg Mood: sad 2/10 took 2 quetiapine and slept for 4 hours. Mass was about Mary and how she's the mother of God (Jesus). TBH I'm still not used to showing reverence to Mary and I think religion is very political (back in the 4th century). I just want to worship the one true God. A stranger asked me for my number (literally and I gave it to him). I do not discriminate and I'm starting to think that it isn't a good thing. I don't need more acquaintances; just true friends..