Still Muddling Through

Weight: 68.2 Mood: Motivated, happy 7/10 Took 9 sleeping pills to sleep yesterday 2 lorazepam, 2 davigo, 2 quetiapine, 1 Seroquel, 2 diazepam diazepam works best for me! Slept for 6 hours and woke up late for mass. Today's word reminded us that we're in the end times and there are signs everywhere to prove it.  timely reminder.. Hung out at the adoration room and youth room reading the bible. The catholic bibles are fascinating really. Full of wisdom- I wish I read it earlier. Spent 4 h going through my insurance policy with this champion. So thankful I bumped into him in the lift as a stranger and made friends. hospitalisation was 20k. thank God for MHA >_< Spent the next 4 hour playing with this cutie- qiuqiu <3   had steam boat for dinner and I am very pleased to announce that PapaOon sat down on the dining table and we had decent conversation. I'll remember this meal (over all the other fancy NYE dinners I've had in t...

Mood: neutral 5/10 Weight: 67.9 Had a dreamless 11h of sleep and was disappointed in it. Pulled myself out of bed for mass at 730. I really enjoy reading the good news bible in the adoration room.  I think I'll make it a habit to do it daily! The Catholic bible contains so much wisdom I'm really not sure why so many books are not in the protestant bible.. The core message of both bibles is Love. why can't we coexist? Had prata with PapaOon for breakfast and I left early back home. This makes me reflect on my core value: Fun Unity Love Logic- not so much unity to ditch your dad in the market and go back home hor.. Which led me thinking: I now believe Core Values are values we commit  to. Which leads me to my title: "Extreme is a neutral word" was said to me by my best friend in secondary school. Very poor advice which led me down my current path. I seek to have a core value of Balance Consistency  Discipline Fun Grit missing an E- any good suggestions? ...

Mood: Calm, tired 6/10 Weight: 68.2 Didn't managed to catch a wink last night. Went down to the void deck to loiter and got to hear stories from strangers. There was a rabkebabz lady coming back from Siamdiu and merlioned all over the car too. I reached out to help them buy water from the nearby 7-11 and got tipped hehe  Went for the 7am mass at the nearby church. The message was about how Jesus's family is a good example of how a family should be and we should emulate Mary, Joseph and Jesus. I enjoyed mass. Crashed the Chinese choir and Chinese mass after. Then I saw this and the value hunter in me had to go for it. Ended up getting upsold into some TCM head massage that promised to improve my sleep. apparently, my 经络不通 >_< Had lunch at 401 and went for a short cycle after. I cycled 34 min and was pissed that I didn't time the 30 min quantum properly. Went back to Kingsford and had a short nap. C...